I can't see my future from here.
Well my two posts in last time here show an ambition of mine. Where all beautiful things put on this life. But now it is getting unnecessary. It are all not important things and dreams.
I see my life right now is going on circle, sometimes on the top at another times, it's below. Maybe, I'm too much talking than doing. Something I did was just unimportant thing. I did not feel my gratitude for everything I had and have.
It was just last month, when I see my self working into two kind of different jobs, traveled to some places, enjoy so many kind of foods. And I had written all things I wish to happen at this blog. God never forget what I wish, and He gives my wish done which is one the best for me. You can say I feel sorry of my dreams and hopes which were bigger than it should be, so God answered my wish at 8 months ago.
I don't know what things that makes me realize these all, but I less of gratitude. So, I have to do grateful more. And the other thing that possibly the reason of someone success is just never give up. We do have our limit, for whatever my limits right now, I see my self limitless, unless I see my surroundings, I see people with me right now, I see my condition right now.
Even though I limit in some condition, but there is no person to blame to. I think God fair enough to me, He is giving me what I need and what I want right on time. I will follow the phase of life, at another side, I have to trust that He is still guiding me.