my quotes

'life is like a puzzle need one another to make a complete picture that's why this life so perfect'


'knowledge cannot replace friendship, I'd rather be an idiot than lose you'
-Patrick to Spongebob-

Kamis, 17 Februari 2011

no title- from heart to heart

Ok, maybe you are asking why I post two subject in the same day. Because It is urgent.

This evening after my Dad and Mom went home, and our family just finished our dinner, we have a conversation. And the topic is PLTN which last day appeared in television and one of my parent's work partner was talking there, I mean he was a speaker for BATAN.

My Dad told us with very powerful expression that the speaker from BATAN was doing his job badly. Wow! although I couldn't imagine if my Dad did that (be the speaker). My Dad said that the speaker shouldn't talk something that was not on the purpose, the moderator was doing fault, the moderator who brought the conversation into the right purpose actually didn't do his job well, the moderator brought to the policy, which was should be a science conversation.

The purpose is what BATAN thinks about PLTN. It should be a science conversation because we know that BATAN contains scientists. The left is PLN problem. For the development of PLTN it self there will be an advertisement too, my mom said it could be any pro and cons for that plan and it will be pro advertisement and cons advertisement, do you know that is so bad. So my mom thought the right way is doing discussion, like a debate.

Through the conversation about debate remind me to my debate club when I was in SHS. My Dad said to us it should be a logic debate to the right track and the participants can be collegian, BATAN would be the judger, but as you know, I never debate about science, it should be brought to the social classes. We talked about policy, and pro-cons the development of PLTN whether harm or good. My Dad loose this that if we talk about science we should have a knowledge about it, it can be einstein conversation and it is not interesting, because debate will talk about what the benefit of PLTN it self. My mom said that hold debate without emotion, but I said "I use emotion to cover the debate, to enhance the spirit of debate" , well my mom in silence.

I love this conversation, didn't mean that I really know what they talked, but for me, just a few family can do this, chatting everyday like us, even though we don't really understand what each person said to us but, talking is needed to know someone. And I love my family.

bad post

So stupid I am, trapped on you, just you.
I hate to admit that I am still thinking of you.
I hate to find that your timeline on twitter seems you talk to me.

but it just my imagination, imagination that you still care about me
but you don't, you even don't care what I am do.

like my friends say to me 'forget it'
I'll , even though I don't know when I can start.
but I know I will.

because you are not mine.
you are just my imagination
and I believe in it.

sorry for you to know me.
I make your day even worse that usually

I should get back and forget you.

(this posting for people who loving someone so badly, which someone who gets a love from us doesn't like it.)


Senin, 14 Februari 2011


Bila saatnya tiba nanti...
aku -

Aku lebih mencintaimu dulu, lebih dari yang kamu rasakan padaku.

Bila saatnya tiba nanti...

Aku akan mencoba memelukmu dari belakang, walau tidak benar-benar menyentuh tubuhmu.

melupakanmu sungguh susah
buatku frustasi untuk sesaat
karena menemukanmu berganti-ganti pasangan
tapi apa daya.
cintaku hanya dalam diam
dan terpendam sampai tak tahu kapan

Ya sampai saatnya tiba nanti entah kapan

14 Februari 2011

Jumat, 11 Februari 2011

Inferiority vs Low profile

Low self-esteem person is easier to find than low profile person.

This is cause people still couldn't make it different, low self-esteem person is not low profile (remember this) why? because low self-esteem person just thinking about his/her self and doesn't say thanks with all he /she get.
but low profile person always say thanks (although just in the heart) for all he/she get.

My father ever told me about this. When the big family had a meeting, I also listened, my Father said this, 'inferiority is needed, and we should have low self-esteem characteristic'


FALSE!, it was bad advice for us, my big family against that statement but my father is so stubborn, that time my father couldn't accept an advice, surely.

Other time when we had a conversation again in a small family, He said again ' don't be a low self-esteem person, be your self and always low profile. because it is your point, I am an arrogant person you know, I never be a low self-esteem person, just saying outloud because We really good in singing.' He said the opposite of what he said in past, thanks God, You opened his mind although we should wait it for more than a year. haha :D

So don't forgot it, be low profile person, because it is your point.

Jumat, 04 Februari 2011


This is me when I followed FOREST CAMP.
FOREST CAMP is a Introduction of Forestry Practic, it was held in the end of first semester in Wanagama. I belonged to eleven group, which is containing Indra, Arga, Yudhis, Rifki, Jafiz, Mas Idham, Jege, Ami, Osa, Adiin, Me and our Co. Assistant, Mas Fahri.
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