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'life is like a puzzle need one another to make a complete picture that's why this life so perfect'

-Wikan-

'knowledge cannot replace friendship, I'd rather be an idiot than lose you'
-Patrick to Spongebob-

Senin, 19 Desember 2011

kronologi facebook, twitter, and this night

7:41 p.m
so quiet so noisy

Actually I want to tell you my status right now. I' m single and I'm not good, I'm available o.O
I just love somebody, but just this night I knew he had different feeling to me. So usual.. so not so ... just it. Finish.

Few words that I gonna tell you are: I hate him a lot.
I have written few status on twitter like:
haha... I just think too much.. I thought something more.. just like usual ..

stop please.. I don't wanna get hurt for twice..It's enough for once and I was really broke.. till I was going crazy about you..:|


And a status from Asvin.. really touching in my really deep heart:

it is sad when you think that you`re in relationship with someone but that someone doesn`t think the same

(I thought he wrote that status for me, thanks, but I thought too, that I was not, is not, and will not..)

And I opened the facebook timeline, surprised me with my own status, which I really hate about, like:
"aq iuph mw dan pingin banget seneng"

belon mandi.....dicuruh Depar mandi tapiii emohhh...kalo libur cukup mandi sekali sehariii...BETUL TAH


and status from my sister when I was attacked by skizofrenia (when she was really hate me):

Kamu tak berpikir, sama sekali.. Merasa dirimu paling pantas untuk dikasihani, hanya karena kepura-puraanmu kau merasa sudah paling terhina... Kau tahu tidak sih, jika orang di sekitarmu itu susah karena kamu... Kamu sama sekali nggak mikir! Siapa dia teruntuk orang paling bodoh yang pernah kukenal yaitu kakakku Benedictte Putri Wikandari


seems.. well, it was my past whether I got hurt (I didn't feel that), whether I was too exaggerated.. so please so God.. it's not this time of course..

hey, guys.. look at me right now.. whoever I am, do you still love me so? (I thought you won't) it always depends.. always depends.. haha.. and I still to love you so..

keep work hard and pray, don't be confuse, just walk on your way, and His way :)

3 komentar:

adina madine mengatakan...

http://ioanesrakhmat.blogspot.com/ ... .. woo..posting og d delete.. hhee,, smgt ya..

dunia kecil indi mengatakan...

meskipun itu sama-sama kamu, tapi tetap saja selalu bisa jadi kamu yang 'baru'. salut kamu bisa buktikan sudah recovery dan kuat :) semangat terus, ya. tetap cintai dirimu sendiri bagaimanapun itu. kamu berharga :)

aqua mengatakan...

@dina: opened
@Indi: ya.. aku nggak mau melukai diriku sendiri lagi.. trims btw :)