my quotes

'life is like a puzzle need one another to make a complete picture that's why this life so perfect'

-Wikan-

'knowledge cannot replace friendship, I'd rather be an idiot than lose you'
-Patrick to Spongebob-

Jumat, 27 April 2012

LOL-ing

Hi, Guys!

Long time no kissing my blog.. kyaaa how is it going? better? well.. a little.
I have an idea, after I posted too many statuses and sharing bla bla bla rubbish to others.

Then, what is that? LOL, okay a little weird. I have it from my twitter.. by the way.. I just knew it recently, that LOL is laughing out loud. But whereas the Jessie J's song is 'Who is Laughing Now?' but for me, LOL is an impact of my odd, insane, crazy things. Hehe.. did you think it is okay? maybe yes maybe no..

I don't know actually, in my opening set up, I heard my father said unclear things, and I couldn't catch the point. Yeah, in my life which changes in jet lag condition. Because even though I had drink my medicine a half for a day I really still get stress because too many rubbish fly on the air around my head, ears, and other persons mouth, guys. Okay, I'm really sorry to trash you in my garbage. Honestly, I just don't (do) care 'about that at last' - Hot Chelle Rae. You should attend to my parenthesis and quotation mark, hell! made it by my own.

I'm in hopeless of forest management planning because I have no understanding sight of this reports. Aaaaa... "wanna scream" and a little stupid things recently. Don't be!!!


By the way, My LOL recently was so stupid. For today, I wanted to attend general lecture, because I had an appointment to fix my fault (promise my self) then the impact I lost my wallet. Okay, first stupid moment. Second, That was my first time swimming in 7 meters depth of UNY swimming pool. STUPID!!! and the most weird, I could do that ( 00)/$('' )$ well with my friend... *hengggg*

Relax, I just felt it is 'delicious' haha..

Besides my LOL-ing, nothing.. deep inside, I must kill my lonely. Tired. *hoahhmm*...

I wrote this, almost non-filtering-words. Bye, See you soon, guys!

Kamis, 19 April 2012

Jodoh, dab!

7:31 a.m

"Jodoh itu nggak ke mana."

Bahas hal ini, mungkin buat orang lain cuma ngabis-ngabisin waktu dan nggak penting sama sekali. Tapi entah kenapa ketika aku mau buat status ini juga ragu. Aku nggak mau dapet jodoh sembarangan. Dan netapin beberapa kriteria. Dipandang terhimpit sama kenyataan kalau, 'kamu nggak boleh memaksakan kehendak apalagi perasaan orang'. Berdasarkan survey orang-orang terdekat saya, ternyata memang 'jodoh nggak kemana' bila itu akan berakhir, akan berakhir di masanya.

Kelihatan slow sih, tapi buat jombloers atau jomblo mania, atau maniak jomblo seperti aku, atau jomblo kegatelan, ada benernya. Masalahnya jomblo tuh sering banget update status, "Mana pacar mana pacar" atau "Mau ngedate bareng siapa, pake wedges ini cocoknya buat apa", "Sampai kapan gue jomblo begini", dll. Virus kegatelan mencapai titik klimaks sampai kamu seumuranku dan belum dapet pacar sama sekali,langsung on the way panik, "Nggak laku jual obral" haha nampaknya status ini bagus banget buat ngedepak para jomblo kegatelan. Kepikiran dulu di Kompas aku baca ada yang menjual ginjal untuk membiayai sekolah anaknya, aku urungkan niat busukku, jadi jomblo nggak sebanding dengan nggak sekolah. Jomblo obral sama dengan jual diri. Bahkan jual diri kalah pamor sama jual ginjal. Kamu lihat sekelilingmu buat tahu lebih lanjut bahwa jomblo nggak semenjijikkan yang kamu kira. Hahaha...

By the way, aku ngulas masalah perbandingan yang mencolok tadi karena terinspirasi sama postingan wall salah satu temenku di kehutanan yang juga peduli masalah sosial. Untuk menuliskan tentang orang lain dan mengajak untuk berbagi, mungkin aku enggan buat ribut sana-sini, kalau urun doa dan bahan pangan aku mungkin sanggup, setidaknya semampuku.

Kembali ke laptop (gaya tukul arwana - entah perasaan gue atau emang udah dari dulu arwana tuh nama ikan yang disama-samain sama mukanya tukul, iya nggak?) ada temenku nulis status lagi kurang lebih "Mending nunggu lebih lama buat dapat yang lebih baik, nggak asal comot", yeah... Demi kebaikan dan nggak main-main sebaiknya tetapan kriteria itu dibenarkan, "Sebaiknya tahu dia dahulu sebelum ambil keputusan, agar tidak meninggalkan atau ditinggalkan begitu saja" Terlalu banyak teori, jomblo seumur hidup.aku. Haha.. Kalau kata header sih "Let it flow!" Waktu sesuatu yang nggak diinginkan terjadi, tanggapan yang dikeluarkan lebih baik ditata, nggak dikeluarkan sembarangan. Di tahan juga bisa.

Hidup dinikmati ketika kita ngambil jatah satu demi satu, nggak semuanya instan dikasih satu waktu kan? Nanti kalau sudah tua dan punya cucu, lembaran hidupmu berguna untuk diceritakan.





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Rabu, 18 April 2012

One Direction :D

 
What Makes You Beautiful Lyrics


You're insecure,
Don't know what for,
You're turning heads when you walk through the door,
Don't need make-up,
To cover up,
Being the way that you are is enough,


Everyone else in the room can see it,
Everyone else but you,


Baby you light up my world like nobody else,
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed,
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell,
You don't know,
Oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,
If only you saw what I can see,
You'll understand why I want you so desperately,
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe,
You don't know,
Oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,
Oh oh,
That's what makes you beautiful


So c-come on,
You got it wrong,
To prove I'm right,
I put it in a song,
I don't know why,
You're being shy,
And turn away when I look into your eye eye eyes,


Everyone else in the room can see it,
Everyone else but you,


Baby you light up my world like nobody else,
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed,
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell,
You don't know,
Oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,
If only you saw what I can see,
You'll understand why I want you so desperately,
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe,
You don't know,
Oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,
Oh oh,
That's what makes you beautiful


Na Na Na Na Na Na Naaa,
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na Na [x2]


Baby you light up my world like nobody else,
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed,
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell,
You don't know,
Oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,


Baby you light up my world like nobody else,
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed,
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell,
You don't know,
Oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful Oh,
If only you saw what I can see,
You'll understand why I want you so desperately Desperately,
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe,
You don't know,
Oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,
Oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,
Oh oh,


That's what makes you beautiful




Some how they are really HANDSOME! hihi.. include their voice pretty soft.. kyaaaa wanting to kiss them 
One time lalalaallala.. 

Good enough to make us feel better (for girls).. You should watch their video clips..! Recommended top billboard.

PS: bold words are bumping up my head

It's Not That Hard To Imagine

Ehm..

Too much things to think and too much cost to spend
Hihi.. seems absurd right? Yeah, as you know I get a little headache this couple weeks. Before I said a sentence above I wrote "too much think to think and too much cost to cost" remember that I used "think' which is not the same as "thing".

Actually, I recently got migraine last night, hate to study every night for two credits every subject. Hmm.. it's not that hard to imagine, I spent my time running around Jogja.. hihi.. (not that hard), using motorbike :). The status quo now for jogja is becoming hotter and hotter everyday, ladies and gentlemen. The words  'climate change' really touching magma and made it worse day by day. News mentioned "I don't know actually how many degrees we got this hot weather" around 26 degrees Celsius. A little hot a little wet, when it's hot, yeah, we need to put off our sweeter or jacket and I need such as a fan or an AC to decrease this hot weather. 


Guys, for living in a village is not that hard, I could adapt, although slowly but sure. And I believe you'll be living happily there, my neighbors almost really nice to us (my family), when my mother got sick, she got a soup and really nice attention. We are newbie there, and they are good. Thanks to God. 

And for my jobs, I quit from an event committee. I have planned before I set this decision, but I do some slow motion for this. 

"Wait, guys, I heard the vice president and president voices here, I think I get so hard headache. Don't say skizo!"

The proposal for White Day won (truly, none, except my organization sent this proposal>>meaning my own) And after evaluation, 'jleb' my words  really bad, do not call it proposal hahahaha.. The head commanded to my junior brothers and sisters to manage decoration and do the competition. Nothing, no secret at all.

"You know, guys this fried rice is delicious, you shall try this. haha, emm.. I mean the meatballs, the egg, and the sausages. Hey, I need explanation why the stand's name is Mr.D o_O"

Well, too many persons with label "Mr" around my life, but this one is not, "Kang Mas" is a little disgusting to be heard but, that's how I meaning him, the rest of these all days, I don't know where he is. I looked for him almost all the time. Yeah, I got  fail till this time. Disappoint? of course. But, once again, it's not that hard to imagine (like the advertisement on tv). For complete description about him, I don't want to expose too much, whether he has got a girl or not, I don't know. Just to remember to not to be over confident, it closed to forest fire. XD. No! I won't do illegal logging, what I want to do is protecting the vegetation -_-" or I want to climb the tree and reach the canopy, moreover to get a little high I want to climb till the emergent level hehe ^^.

After the philosophy exam, I remember what I study last night that the word 'philosophy' is built from 'philos' = love and 'sophia' = wise.  Well, wise love? hahahahahaha XD funny funny!
 ε(⌣.⌣")з Ɨƚ♏♏♏♏♏♏,¸¸,•°˚°ºº



Wait a minute, THIS IS MY DIARY kyaaa.. oh well, doesn't matter. I trust you. hihi.. don't be gossiper, more information ask me!

Once get fail doesn't matter, try harder and get better!

Rabu, 11 April 2012

Identified.


 "Don't you buy me nothing, I'm feeling one thing." Justin Bieber - Mistletoe

This is not Christmas, I know. It was 4 months ago, exactly in December. Last time I had Christmas in Taman. Yeah empty and cold are the things that fulfill that home. I almost remember my English teacher said that home and house are the same thing. ELTI made me live for awhile after I was feeling sad by my condition because of schizophrenia. I don't actually sure that I has had it almost 3 years since the first therapy, that was on 2 December 2009. About him, about me, about scores, about my majoring, and about anything.

Yesterday, I went to the psychiatrist. The doctor said to me to be calm, and I should drink the medicine for every night. It is controlling my feeling actually, means the medicine. She asked me whether I hear many voices or not and whether I could sleep or not. Yeah, standard questions every I came to that place. Once again, the words, "Prevent is better that curing." is true. I trust it now. Scared to be real schizophrenic, scared to lost my face expression, scared having schizophrenic children, then what I can do is this. The return is I lost some memories, it was the consequence, can't deny. That's why I need my diary books a lot.

Recently, my mom told me that who know my self best is my own.

Remembering how much I was being scared because of the psychiatrist explanation, I went to Ganjuran for praying. I checked in via foursquare and wrote a status,"Unidentified pray", actually it wasn't that unidentified, I knew absolutely what I said to God, well, for the sake of good title, I wrote that, is that good enough to be a title? (asking you). 

This time I have mid semester for two weeks actually, this was my routines to go to a church before the beginning of the test, whether the pray works or not, it doesn't matter. At least I am trying to decrease my nervous before the tests. Haha.. This is my way. Follow or reject. (so twitter).




Hey, guys, I wanna tell you something, socialize via Internet seems different with interacts in the real life. I felt it guys, you could be who you are in everywhere but don't forget to make a friend. You need that. Because lonely > empty > cold > no friend > die > none is coming to your graveyard hahaa..


Suggestion: watch "Christmas Carol" (This is not Christmas >>> just mid tests)

Kamis, 05 April 2012