Guys, I'm desperate for love.
Do you miss me? Lot of moment came to me recently in really fast speed to make an end of my holiday. An end that's only showing how beautiful life that He gives.
After I got migraine so many and having unbelievable random sense with sick and ill, and since I tried to be patient of all times and say thanks for everyday, He showed me how to love my life.
Two months holiday were nice, and so nice to refresh my mind, it's really able to arise your spirit. Actually not only because I met Mr. Choi, but also having a peace of life. Don't need to be alone when you want peace, it can be meeting others. Yeah, I believe it now, sometimes I feel I should get my time alone, only for thinking my friends, but when we met, we are one in a moment.
My first holiday plan was only meet my grandma in Depok, Jakarta. But rest of it, I found my self in Malioboro, swimming pool, kitchen, and pet shop several times. Then, I trapped in East Java and Bali. Early lecture time I was in forestry faculty.
Warn me if I did wrong in grammar. Mrs.Ambar this day tough me to fix my english. English needed of all times we share our argument to foreign. Because english is International language, and through english people brave to talk. Once I wanted to be co ass but a big gate of scared had prohibited me. Why? because I wasn't enough confident. The most confident, I am beauty and rather slim than before :). "Go abroad for paid not to pay", She said..
Remind me to flash back some moments. Don't think! But when I felt a way for crush on someone. I felt the feel. I taste and I swim. Or I fly and don't fall. or I walk and not to stop. The sun only bright in once a day not twice but continue. So does this life, only walks once and continue.
Not important. I feel my knees on the floor and ready.