my quotes

'life is like a puzzle need one another to make a complete picture that's why this life so perfect'


'knowledge cannot replace friendship, I'd rather be an idiot than lose you'
-Patrick to Spongebob-

Selasa, 27 Oktober 2015


Do you miss my blog?
And here I am.

08:06 a.m

The traffic had been so busy yesterday, actually few days ago, I don't know what they were looking for.
As you know it has been a long time to not updating this blog. This blog seems so dusty and dirty. 
For me there's nothing interesting enough to update this blog. While I am still waiting the time comes and makes me happy.

To that only one thing, I was almost giving up....
and do you know ? fight song is still surrounding me and singing out loud.

This is not the right time to post this entry. Why I told you so? because I thought many people stalked me. including this blog. or it is just my feeling.

 By the way I sure to something. If use to many 'thing' word in this entry don't be bothered. ignore it. not important just missing some vocabulary and it's our forever problem in english.
I live in many lies . and the way I realize, it is against me nowadays. I did not feel comfort living in lies. So I began repair my self and telling the truth. 

But if there is a game truth or dare.. I dare my self to join it. it is the easiest way to say something. without really at that time when I should actually telling the truth.

I have a free time so I try to relaxing my self to post some entry by purpose fulfilling this blog. So sorry to say, this is not educated blog. so visiting this blog just sometimes feels wasting your time. 

Rabu, 22 Juli 2015


To make a such good understanding, and good performance for this blog, I want to make up this blog. I post this entry.
7:46 A.M

We reach the end of our holiday, so in a spend time I went to a place, first it still looks like virgin and empty.
Second, none is interested to that place before go further. 


Mangrove is a kind of vegetation that lives above the water. And it lives in salty water. Sometimes, we forgot that in indonesia we have some vegetations and plants which live in a water, besides sea weed and eceng gondok, which are more famous than this one, just because we eat and take more advantages from sea weed and eceng gondok more often. If seaweed could be food, eceng gondok could be a bag and other craft stuffs.

Mangrove vegetation couldn't be more useful than if it is used to be a guard of the sea. If you see coral and other plants which live under water, and stick on the coral, neither is mangrove. According to its biodiversity, mangrove could absorb the water and could be living habitat for small fish and other small animals even in micro size, besides it, mangrove could be wind breaker. 

There are many species of mangrove, like it are, Bruguiera sp, Baringtonia sp, Acanthus sp, Avicenia sp, and Rhizopora sp, etc.The differences of all mangrove species are in its roots, leaves, stem, and flower. But most of them have the same function. In modern era mangrove is used by local people to be firewood and paper. 

Sometimes we forget that mangrove should be preserved to make ecosystem balance. Besides absorb the water, it is also absorb carbon dioxide like other plants and trees give people fresh air or oxygen. Because people awareness is the key to not cut the plant even mangrove like illegal logging. So, many stake holder and organizations are making campaign to decrease the impact of ecological damage. 

More over, mangrove could be recreation potential area. 

It's just a little insight of me while had a walk in mangrove beach. If you want a clearer explanation open this:

Mangroves are various large and extensive types of trees up to medium height and shrubs that grow in saline coastal sediment habitats in the tropics and subtropics—mainly between latitudes 25° N and 25° S. The remaining mangrove forest areas of the world in 2000 was 53,190 square miles (137,760 km²) spanning 118 countries and territories.
Mangroves are salt tolerant trees (halophytes) adapted to live in harsh coastal conditions. They contain a complex salt filtration system and complex root system to cope with salt water immersion and wave action. They are adapted to the low oxygen (anoxic) conditions of waterlogged mud.

Sabtu, 20 Juni 2015

Please Chevy, get well soon

Cossette, The love bird

To open this entry I present to you my love bird, named Cossette.
I want to tell about my pet. 
I have a bird, yeah like the picture above, its name is Cossette. I don't know whether female or male.
I took and bought it in animal market near my home. I asked a permit to my parents first. And guess what? they did not allow me at the first time, but I kept ask so many many times till at last they gave me permission.
Cossette is a love bird. At first, its fur was blue but it turned to green. I thought it was because the cage colored is green.
This is a first year for Cossette, and see? We through it well. It means this is its birthday. and It comes as the first birthday. 
Congratulation Cossette, Happy Birthday!

Chevy, The Rabbit

 I have two rabbits actually. I want to introduce you to Chevy at first.
I post it for at the second paragraph, because He is sick. I am so confuse, sad, and stress. I have come to the (doctor) veterinarian and he is still like doesn't want to eat anything, and just stuck at the corner.
Usually, Chevy lead the rest time and having fun with other bunny. But, right now, he is just standing at his cage (I don't know to call it).
He is adorable because his fur is white and has black circle spot on his eyes. This bunny is belonged to my sister. But I care to Chevy. And We are so saaad, about Chevy sickness.We have to clean his room like we do to other bunny.
Chevy turns to three, this year. We want to celebrate it together. Not a big party but small togetherness while seeing Chevy playing is the most worth time.

Bugs, The Rabbit
 I have one more rabbit. He is Bugs.
This bunny plays so fun. This kind of bunny commonly has black and white fur, but this bunny has grey and white fur.
He is a cute bunny and Chevy's follower when they play.
Like I told you, Bugs is my other bunny pet.
Bugs is belonged by me. I care of this pet most. He had ever been sick. And I don't know how to describe it. but his *peep* was burnt.
He is going to be three this year. But my bunnies have never been trained. So all they know are just sitting and abstract jumping. They don't know how to jump correctly and dancing. He is not a compete bunny, but we still love them that much. 

Actually, I have two more pets, they are a hamster and fish. My hamster's name is Gretel II and my fish name is Yin. 
Gretel is a boy. His name is Gretel II because the first Gretel has lost, and we don't find it. Gretel eats corn, pop corn, sunflower's seed, and cabbage. He lives in the two stairs cage, by the color of blue and white. He doesn't like playing with his wheel. but he loves to step up and down the stairs. So I conclude he is thin because he is doing exercise all the time.

Different with Yin. Yin lives in a rounded aquarium with other unnamed fish. There used to be Yang, but Yang was dead last month. Do you know what it cause? It was simply because attacked by frogs. The story is like this, Yin and Yang live in a pond next to my house in my yard, and that day was really a sunny  perfect day. Few days before I have cleaned the pond. And not for a long time, the frogs came and attacked the pond. My yellow fish died, and I moved the fish to the bucket, and the bucket broke when I lifted it up. So the fish ran out of the bucket. I should pick them one by one. And the helps were saving Yin and Yang. Thereafter, Not So Long, Yang died. It was hurting my heart for few days. Could you imagine it? Or I am exaggerate.

That is enough about my pet. I am too worry about Chevy, Would you pray for Chevy, I don't want something happens to him again. No, not this time. 

Minggu, 22 Maret 2015


First note: Yesterday I tried to post but the happen it failed.
                 But not this time....

Hi! Remind me if I had ever been the third speaker of a group english debate club. Today is a morning glory of Joy. Why I said that.. because this morning the sun's shinning bright by the color of white as my childhood teeth. Don't be bothered... No to mean bother you today.. I have no right to do so even to my own, disturbing is an art of jokes.. but it is so bothering. hahaha.. yeah frozen fever kills me this time.

I began my day like I looked up my weight and it reached up to 55 .. AAAAA... I wanted to do something like screaming while doing sit up at the same time.. I am not as flexible as my teenage ...

Yeah as you know, I tried to forget all sorrows and feeling suffer and begin to open the next chapter of my life. And I don't know when I get started. I talked it much more than many of life time but not done yet.
Recognize and realizing this life is not to think about but to walk on .. I read the book of life about the procedure to be interesting and change my personality.. but every remember Harry Potter, Dumbledore always say,'" It is in here, Harry." while touching his heart and say again ," It is love, Harry!".

I am walking on my past while walking to my future. I don't know what makes it is so close to me. Like I almost near to the my future. It seemed so close and almost open. I don't mean it is heart again. But yes. as the time gone by so does all sorrows that follow it. Huh.. It's just about courage to begin. I purpose to something, yes.. but like you know even I count how many times it happens.. it won't stop at that number. 

So, I was just too disturbed of many things around me. and I feel bothered. I won't explain it clearly, but to make you sure I wasn't doing on my fault. I will make it right. It is just as simple as my thought . I want my mistake , seriously changes into goodness.. Like Indonesian said , "nggak mudah kayak balik telapak tangan"

Who wants to be below. we want to be up there. 
If we are thinking about solution, I always want to find it by my self, but I couldn't.. I pray to my beloved one, I shall start thinking around, not to be focused to only my self, look around, doing something .. and everything .,"maybe our fortune is going with us right now", do you know, I'm whispering.. ..

It is going to be done......

Minggu, 01 Februari 2015

Cinderella on struggle

Good morning!
Not really a  serious post. This entry is posted because I am in a lowest grade.
Don't be so serious, because this is just another post to fulfill my activity in the morning. Firstly I should be doing exercise and this afternoon there will be an aerobic activity. But yeaaahhh... don't know follow or leave it. It's a rare things to join an activity in my living.

Actually, I am always stuck at the first time opened this site. Few times before this posting, I was only looking at the traffic, and none was interested to my post.Why is it always first, could it be second, third, or tenth? Haha.. I am doing fine as well..No thing in my life bother me most. emm.. hahaha. one thing is a necessary to do.. and it's not a secret anymore. till I imagine how long this would take the time. On this way, it seems ah.. whatever.

Next paragraph, sometimes, I thought it would be easier if I didn't concentrate to two or many activities at once. But to focus on one thing, many things disturbed me. engg.. what? yeah.. I want to write every details in my life. like diary or something like that, notes. just to remember I have been through this life so well. 
Example, there was a danger but you could handle it. 

I have recorded my speech, and it was useless. Sometimes, the work we have done to be trash. Like it's nothing. but yeah, sometimes there is an angel comes from heaven to help us standing. I really believe there is a fairy to help my work. 

or there is a simple spell to make something easier. This is a habit, and could be changed in some situations. It's been two minutes to stop and thinking.Well.. yeah something could be turned back. I talked about something in one time and it's attacked me in other times. I can't believe I forget  what to write again.

If someday I delete all posts in here, and really mad on something till I couldn't handle it what would happen? Imagine there would be no one besides me and no one knows even note me in citizen identity. like living in a fake world, with fake persons. 

Once, I had ever promised my self in current situation, would not write a status, to show public what I did. like check in, like told what happened to me. it didn't work yah.. sometimes, we got so envy to them when they posted an event and hangout somewhere. And it means well.. I don't know. .. but it would be good if once not tell, would not tell anyone. but this era.. please be slow, all could be opened easily. ah.. the funny things I could find a something happen to everyone on social media. like this post to grave all posts, or that post refers to something. and like a social war in cyber. eng.. for example a game played by soc med and played by friends and attacked each player. and a simple stress. that one time would change mood all day longg..  Someday, it would be a news to discuss about game in socmed. But like a witch got blue spark, would it be only a dust?

Well... I post this post and ... I hope not to regret .. and I hope too... If I read a thing, and know something that attacked me.. and I need a help. I am going to call my fairy...

Senin, 05 Januari 2015


hi guys!
I'm in internet cafe now..don't know what to do.. it's just stuck !
can it be faster please.. .. I don't want to be freezee like this,,

Catching the time and the events.. so hard to do..

Please don't stop just keep walking.. but.. open my mind !!!!
something still closed in my mind.. please open my secret.. so I know the answer..

can it become faster..
walk so slowly.. it's not match to me..
can it become super duper fast?