"It's been a long time since you came around
been a long time...."
Nothing. I open this entry by the song of Lady Gaga but I actually don't know the song. This is a usual morning because there's nothing change. Why? because my move did not make a change. I shall make a better change but there are many walls that I should break. Please this is not a sentence I wanted to write. I have an empty mind today. I have a damn mood so damn mood to do anything like anything.
For normally human, we must to start the day with smile, with laugh because it express joy, spirit, and fun. Like I said I did almost of my days before to do fun. I did everything what I wanted to do, buy everything what I wanted to buy, I sang every song that played in my head, I talked to every person that I wanted to meet. For everything that I want to be a reason as what I am today.
Is it difficult to catch up my words?
This is normal but for me it is a grateful thing. I prayed to my God for the sake of every angel and saint I met in my dream that I really hope my wish comes true. Truly, it is a morning spirit, I fold up my blanket and make my bed tidy, feed my animals, drink thai tea. Those are all my spirit, even when I got up late.
I realize that I must to work harder when I want something. I couldn't get something I want by one blink of my eyes. I still want to do everything what I want to do, I still want to listen every song in radio even in spotify, I still want to play video game like now. The conclusion is I still want to enjoy my life while there is something I shall to fight for. How is it? Does it make sense?